I’d like to just make a belated post scriptum for my latest entry. I naivley spoke of the notion “Out of sight, Out of mind” and considered this to be a positive sign that maybe, just maybe, i’ll get over this incessent fascination i have (over whom by now i’m sure don’t need to tell you) in due time, becuase of the fact that i had forgotten about music i used to loved listening to once i stopped using my computer, thus stopped listening to the music too, and then consequently, eventually forgetting about it.
But after thinking through this further, and the realisation that, yes, i did forget about the music for a few years, and i moved on and started listening to new music, leaving the old music in the past, collecting dust, but now that the old music is back in my life, i love it even more than i did back when i used to listen to it when i was 14, 15.
But the significant question is; can a love for music really be applied toa love for an actual person? Does is really work like that? If you love a song so much that you listen to it over and over and over again and then get sick of it, as you don’t listen to it for ages, and then one day you hear it over the radio or whatever, and you fall in love with it all over again, can this emotion really be applied to the emotion we feel for other people? Or is this merelry the imagination of a teenage girl with a tendancy to over-think even the most minute details in life and who’s desperatley looking for a reason to let go? or even worse, looking for a reason to hold on?
After all; sometimes a cigar, is just a cigar.
